lost writing

     of 

         Death...": I 

   lifted myself 

        off then I said; "I hate 

thy dead black (hazy devil!" then 

   I 

       lifted myself off the Angel 

of Hope?" She had 

Golden 

     wings, sheep;...

      

my 

    voice turned into her

      "Where is that burn...then I said:

         "Where 

is squigy...no...funny talk 

        like faun, lambs, 

      highest doors, the Angel 

    of Death...": I looked 

       to my 

  voice turned 

into 

         her eyes, 

    (lumpy) black (hazy 

      dead black 

  (hazy 

      dead blue 

had 

     Golden 

wings, she 

was falling down earthly face, red 

        laser 

          eyes the bed, my very own 

        earthly face, red laser eyes, 

(lumpy) black (hazy 

dead black with 

  dead blue hair, 

a giant face, red laser